February 2011
14 posts
I wish I could ask the sexiest person alive to be...
nicolesevilla: But it would be pretty weird asking myself.
Feb 1st
33,031 notes
so dang true...
br0hammad: dropletsoflove:  If I sleep to much, my parents complain. If I don’t get enough sleep, my parents complain. If I eat too much, my parents complain. If I don’t eat enough, my parents complain. If I’m always in my room, my parents complain. If I go out too much, my parents complain. I CAN’T FUCKING WIN. this.
Feb 1st
81,853 notes
January 2011
15 posts
I'm pissed.
I hate the world right now. It pisses me off. Even food pisses me off cause its either gross or not in my house. I want Kimmy, Jack, Josh and golden spoon. Thats all. They’re pretty much the only things in the entire world that dont piss me off.
Jan 28th
My body isn’t perfect. I don’t walk with confidence. I get into fights with my parents and friends. Some nights I’d rather be by myself than out partying. I cry over the smallest things sometimes. There are days that I get through with forced smiles and faked laughs. Sometimes I try to convince myself that things are okay when they’re not. I’m not ugly but I’m not beautiful. I don’t look as good...
Jan 28th
23,262 notes
calirenegades asked: i miss you and i want to talk to you about everything. we have so much to catch up on. <3
Jan 27th
1 note
Anonymous asked: what type of camera do you use?
Jan 23rd
Anonymous asked: when I say act.. I mean it just dosn't seem like you act yourself all the time... but I'm probably wrong :)
Jan 21st
Jan 20th
6 notes
Jade Brower
emilyyarnoldd: 2 of the most beautiful people I’ve ever seen. And she’d hate me for this, but now for some of my favorites of just her:
Jan 20th
Anonymous asked: sometimes it seems like you put on an act... but when I read this blog I realize that this blog speaks the truth of who you really are... You seem like a nice person to get to know... maybe some day we will. And even if we don't atleast I got to read this blog :)

It's really good... you should be like a psychatrist someday or something :)
Jan 20th
I need help.
I’m so confused and sad. I feel like crying, but the tears won’t come out. I need God but I can’t find him. I should read my bible but I’m too exausted to try to understand it. I want someone to talk to but everyone is just gonna tell me things I’ve heard a thousand times. I don’t need bible verses, I dont need conviction, trust me I have plenty. I’m...
Jan 18th
Jan 15th
Freaking out.
I’m upset. Nobody will ever shut up. Everyone just keeps talking to me and I dont think they realize that I want to rip their face off more and more with every word. I just want to cry. I don’t want to be home, I dont want to go to school, I want to stay in my bed all day. Even when I have my door shut and music blasting people still try to talk to me. I cant handle it anymore. 
Jan 13th
Kimmy: she’s hilarious, we never run out of things to talk about, we were instantly friends, she loves Jesus, we laugh about the most random things, shes excelent.. and she stays like that, we can make some really good ugly faces, SHE’S BEAUTIFUL!!!, shes groovy and pricky, we step out of our comfort zone together, she’s really great. Jack: he’s one of my best friends,...
Jan 12th
Jan 12th